Yeah, finally, i hav taken my hands off my fyp today.I think i really luv my fyp, supervisor and those ppl in isml.
Since the first day, i hav been there, i get lotsa attention from them.Those ppl tt i hated, i like them now and vice versa!I think all the lecturers i hav met personally are very understanding and nice including my personal tutor tttay and my current supervisor Dr Kunle. Real glad to know them at a more personal level.
Of course, i also hav my share of "bad" situations wif them but overall, i am really glad to hav them being supportive of what i am doing.All these things are blessings from HIM and i really am grateful.
Met karen today, and will be my last time meeting her till she is back again from NZ. Asked her about her opinion concerning my situation and she gave me a few thoughts of hers.Hopefully, it will be of help when i make my best possible decision.
Study or work? 2 very different kind of commitments.I wan out of here , but dunno if it's my impulsive desire or my real desire.Real tough decision to make!
One decision which i am glad tt i made was getting out of hall , as i get to do what i like without feeling bounded to hall.
And yeah, i joined everything that i wanted during my first 2 yr stay in hall.The only thing that i regret now is not putting more time into my studies... shouldn't hav been so playful during my first yr , then i won't need to ponder whether to do master anot.
I turned out to be happier out of hall and of course, my circle of frens increases too.
I think i tried hard to realise my parents dream till now. Should i continue to pursue their dreams or mine? But maybe, their dreams are mine subtly which i dun realise.But then again, their dreams are the path way to what i am today.
If i didn't pursue their dream, i won't be here in singapore today.But, do i really wan to be in singapore? No , for sure, but since i am here, i hav to make full use of it.
Wish i could see my future...
"Whose cruel idea was it for the word 'Lisp' to have
a 'S' in it?" - Anon.

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