Hmm, i think my typing skills is deteriorating.Luckily, i chose to write an essay manually instead of using the laptop.Hopefully, i didn't produce a work which is full of spelling mistakes.Maybe, it will complement with all the crap i presented in front of the directors.Whatever it is, i am starting to lose faith in myself.This is bad coz i won't be able to sell myself if i start losing faith in myself.I have been wondering where i had been drawing all my strength from to face all of these challenges? Definitely not from myself coz else, i won't have enuff fighting spirit to fight for myself.It's definitely from all prayers as well as His strength.

While walking back, i saw a guy washing car outside kfh.I was thinking tt should be junda coz tt's his car....but hmmm, from his back, it sure doesn't look like him.He accidentally turned and saw me from far.However, he didn't say hi... so i thought, well, it shouldn't be him until i walk up then onli i realised tt it's him.At the same time, he was shocked tt the gal he saw awhile ago was me!!! Hehe, i looked so great until he couldn't recognise me.I won't blame him coz i was so dressed up that he was so shocked to see me in tt attire.Yeah, he was so shocked tt he couldn't even talk.... onli replied yeah , and no , to wat i asked.Nway, i wasn't in a good mood either....

And back in my room, there i was, trying to cheer myself up.Minghoe was online and he told me tt he saw his name on my blog!!! okies, another person now knows about my blog.....
We were fighting over whose CAP was higher, and after awhile he relented.For me , i shall just be ignorant about his CAP coz in my mind, i alwiz thought he is real smart until when he told me his range of CAP.Nvm, i shall just feign ignorance!!
Nway, he's gonna hav his first great interview in a great company this friday.I am sure he will do well since it's his field.

Stupid novellus....where are u , where are u, where are u. Oh fine.... the only thing tt i have been waiting for eagerly until minghoe crushed all my hopes.At least, i know wat the current situation is......i shall not brace too much hope then.

I think i need a break..... yeah, if they were to ask me to write another essay, i do die on the spot for them.I was damn pissed wif them even before meeting them, i was thinking of arguing with them like wat the apprentices did to Mr trump before he fired them one by one.Yeah, i should have done it... telling them off right up to their nose tt it's good to be PUNCTUAL and not let ppl WAIT.And also, to lecture the COCKY guy who tried too hard to act like Mr TRUMP.

Actually, i felt alot more better after talking to IT and my aunt agony already.I am just upset with myself, tt's all... which is bad.IT even offered to help me take all the calls when i am back in m'sia relazing, which is so nice of her.
I guess, tt's how God bless me when i am down.... sthg has to be rectified... wat is it??? The ans is still unknown....