One more paper down and one more to go.

Today, my stomach is weird coz it is worst than a bottomless pit.After visiting my sup, i went and bought chicken curry puff, soon kueh , and tongkak to eat.Thereafter, i went to eat lunch.... not small portion of lunch though.It's rice with 3 veggies(not only veggies, meaning got fishball, blah blah....etc).
Felt abit weird coz, hmmm, within less than 30 mins i can eat so much? Maybe i am just sad or angry over sthg, hence , i can stomach so much of food even before 11 am.....If u say tt it's brunch? i think it's too early.But the point is i can do it in less than 30 mins, it's quite amazing... considering i also drank one can of grass jelly drink.

I cannot say tt my meeting wif my sup was bad which caused my above abnormal behaviour.The conclusion of the meeting was great if not better than what i had expected.I am glad to find out my examiner's feedback of my ppt was not bad, which is a good bonus, considering that he is Anjam Khursheed.
So i guess, my abnormal behaviour boils down from yesterday.... after law, i just feel numb.Not tt i did badly in it, but seriously nothing to do wif law.However, i think dan got my brunt of abnormal behavior coz i was too frank in responding to his questions... but he said truth sets ppl free.Oh well, if he thinks so , tt's great.Not many ppl appreciate frankness these days.

I just had this overwhelming feeling of not able to accomplish sthg.... feeling depressed, dejected.I lied down on my bed , looking blankly towards the ceiling, wondering what i did wrongly and will i ever be given a chance again to prove my worth again? One thing that comforts me is there still is hope, hope in everything though it is fading subtlely but surely.It's gonna be too far for me to grasp if not for my friends around me who supported me and of course, my family.
Their support might not mean anything but surely it did help me to hang on to watever is left of my hope , if it ever existed in my life.

I can alwiz take the easy way out knowing tt ppl will welcome me wif open arms if i ever choose tt path.
But , tt's not what i want... i wanted sthg else, i had prayed about it before placing my first step on tt path which i have chosen.
It's hard if not a weary path... one tt is very curvy and full of hardships.
Did i mention tt i had a bad nite sleep yesterday, which didn't help alleviate my situation either.

Hmmm, now my stomach is abit pain.... all coz of my voracious appetite and my mind which dun process wat i have consumed. I wonder if not for my high metabolism , how fat or obese would i have become? Maybe Marie France bodyline can't even help me as i am just a gourmet.I wonder whose genes did i inherit from? Or was i just a product of a badly mutated gene?